thick skins

i'm learning very quickly that i will need to have a thick skin in this new job. being the boss is kind-of ostracizing. the transition has been really hard for people around here-- seeing some very loved people leave-- and they are kind-of taking it out on me. i'm being ignored in many ways. everyone goes out to lunch together and "forgets" to ask if i want anything, i'm greeted at the door with "i need a check from you". lot's of roar.

i know that i am also super emotional due to all of my hormones, and so i'm trying not to let it get to me. but it is, sort of. wah wah. pity party.

this was what i wanted. so i guess i had better just suck it up and do it right.