Belly at 21 weeks

This was me almost 3 weeks ago. Hard to believe that this baby is growing like gangbusters. I still have a long way to go. Today I feel swollen and tired. I have no interest in walking or moving in any way. It's starting to get warm and I'm showing my oddly colored body in all it's glory (sleeveless shirt and all!). When I say "oddly colored" i'm refering to the weird pigment changes in my skin. Normally kind-of a yellow person, I've become more brown and pink.

I feel like the fat kid in gym class.

Had a good time with my friend Meadow yesterday. She's contemplating having baby number two... and thinking about all of those things that occupy my every thought-- daycare, health insurance, money, crazy-zoo-like homefront. It was good to get some of that stuff out there and to remind myself that it's okay not to know what the hell I'm doing.

Speaking of that- for the first time in months, I started looking at going back to school. When in god's name am I going to do such a thing? I don't know. But it's all about re-investigating myself. All that pregnancy inwardness crap. I love it.