intoxication station

sp i'm a little intoxicated at the moment.

life is good and i am soooo lucky. i want to keep doing art to keep me sane. i want to keep writing and doing the visual art. it keeps me real.

i miss you, `cate. i want to come out and see you. i'm making plans to do so, if you'll have me. just having realizations of how important it is to keep up with people who are with me as i am. you are one of those people. thank you. i can
t wait to know conor more. i am a better version of who i was 5 years ago. i think that's why it's hard for me to think about reunions and such. i'm just... different now. i'm so much more real.